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|Tuesday, February 21st, 2006|
how do you put a icon on live journal Current Mood: stressed
|Tuesday, July 26th, 2005|
Has any one read Anne Frank: Th Diary Of A Young Girl and remember the characters?
|Friday, July 22nd, 2005|
This year is a tough year for me especially for money. I decided to
join the soccer team, in which I have to buy the socks, soccer shoes,
leg protection, just in that its about $80. I also want to buy a book
of art which is $25 (its the best book ever to learn to draw), and now
I want to subscribe to Guitar magazine( I play, so w/e) which is about
$35 per year (I think). That comes to a total of $140. For you guys
this may look as not too much, but as my age (13) its hard to get
money! SO WHAT SHOULD I DO??!!!!!!!
my mom is paying for dental problem which is about $300- $500, my dad
is getting me contact lenses, and nned to finish paying his car!! Current Mood: annoyed
|Tuesday, July 19th, 2005|
I need help fixing the presentation on my LJ. If someones wants to help me leave a comment.
|Tuesday, July 12th, 2005|
So its about 7 months since the first U2 tickets came out and i still want them so bad. Its so hard to get them, they sold out and on e-bay they costabout 500 and up for good seats :-(. Anyway if anyone has U2 tickets for Madison Square Graden (2 of them) please send me a message. Current Mood: sad
|Sunday, July 10th, 2005|
So, now I'm on vacation, Im bored but it has giving me time to put my thoughts together. So far, I have realized that love is really something strange but kinda strange. Nobody can really explain it, but its the most amazing thing ever. So Im hping that when I get back on September, this girl won't have a boyfriend. I've thought about what people had said to me, but what has been the worst is geek and nerd. Since this might be the last year with my friends I want it to be the best, so I want to be cool. Any suggestings of how I can be cool? Im already getting contact lenses and new hair style. I've also thought of what Sofi has said to me, and I don't know ho I never realized what they meant and how they got by me. She once she used to walk me way like almost every day and once she said to her friends if they asked why I got late I'm gonna say I was picking up my boo. Also once when she got into a fight, she wouldn't tell no one why, and when I asked she told me. Finally, after I told her that I liked her she was on her bus and saw me and she started like hidding but giggling at the same time. WHAT DOES THIS MEAN?
|Saturday, February 26th, 2005|
Your help will make a difference
First of all sorry if following is offtopic. Really.
My name is Andrew Skolov and I'm from Russia. I have a wife and alittle daughter. I'll write more about myself in my LJ (which I've just started and I'll appreciate new friends greatly), so if anyone would like to know me better - check my blog.
The reason why I've decided to turn to you, people, is a bit different.
Last years I'm becoming more and more concerned about rather sad changes in society. Sometime just before the New Year I had a conversation with a friend of mine. We were talking about modern world, about human's place in it, about relations between people. And my friend said that unfortunately relations between the people are not improving despite the lessons of history, general progress, improvement of communication means and everything else. Moreover, people are loosing trust in each other, people become suspicious. He said that helping others, especially strangers (independantly of their situation and nature), is often taken as "being dum and naive", that human kind is becoming "suspicious, evil and fraudulent", that people tend to exploit each other and are using for that most sacred sides and qualities of the human nature. We talked and discussed this subject till the morning.
Such appeared and idea of my "Funds For Fun" project. It has two goals. Primarily I want to proove people who think similar to that friend of mine (who is just a great blocke, mind you) wrong. And secondly I hope to improve my own well-being and to make all kinds of nice things to my family, to my friends and to help those who are in need.
I'd really appreciate if you visit my site (its my first one BTW so please be indulgent), especially main and "About" pages and probably take part in the project. Also if you can publish link to that site everywere you can and to tell about my project to as many people as possible - that would be just great.
The "Funds For Fun" site is located here: http://www.skolov.front.ru
need your help.cross-posted er... almost everywhere Current Mood: optimistic
|Sunday, January 16th, 2005|
Well I am new here.
Guess you can call this another cry for help. I really hate when I feel like a pathetic person begging for attention. It's just that I am getting sick of life and it is really coming down to not being able to handle it at all. I have always helped so many others with all their problems and have never asked for anything in return but to my surprise that it is actually very hard to find people willing to take the time to listen and offer a shoulder to cry on.
I am sorry. That isn't completely what I am looking for i guess. I am just looking for answers i suppose. Help with what I am to do with myself. because honestly death is looking pretty good from where I am sitting. Coming from a chicken shit like me that has a fear of death as bad as I do, I think that scares me even more. I never assume that my life is harder then anyone elses but I can not handle how mine is turning out. I am trapped by my own devices and have no means to get out. I dug a hole to deep for me to try to climb.
Anyone, please anyone. Help me.
|Thursday, September 30th, 2004|
I need help.
To make a long story short... I just got out of a 3 year abusive relationship, which left me the single mother of one wonderful little boy, Aidan (he'll be 2 in November). Paying for diapers, groceries, etc. wasn't a problem while I was in the relationship, but for my own health I had to get out of that.
Now, my problem is, I'm working, but I can't afford diapers, food, warm clothes, or anything I need for my son. I can barely afford the gas money to get to work, on top of babysitting $ and food.
I guess what I'm asking, and I'm sorry if I'm coming off sounding like a beggar... but if there is anyone out there who is better off than I am, if you could help me out in any way, I'd be VERY thankful. I don't have much support from my family and I really don't have any friends who could help me out, most of them are younger than I am anyways.
This is my last resort. If you could please help me, my email is email@example.com, or I could email you if you comment with your email address.
Again, I'm sorry for asking, I just don't know where else to turn.
~* Laura *~ Current Mood: scared
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|Tuesday, October 22nd, 2002|
Havent been around in a long time due to computer problems. Just wanted to stop in and send everyone
HUGS and Loves
|Friday, July 26th, 2002|
will someone please give me a code?
|Thursday, July 11th, 2002|
haha enjoy tell me what you think
|Wednesday, July 10th, 2002|
This is where it all starts to change. this is where the fatal error unfolds and blooms in that deadly, artificial way of a flower in time-lapse photography. this is the time when all the mistakes gradually reveal themselves, petal by petal. giant flowers shattering on screen, opening their petals like wings. but the flowers are so beautiful you don't realize that they're poisonous. you don't realize that they're poisonous. You don't realize that if you get too close they will kill you. Anything that cares only for beauty can't handle getting close, because from close up, nothing is only beautiful.
|Tuesday, July 9th, 2002|
well i was called ugly, psycho, fat, shallow, immature, concieted, selfish...and i was told that i was fake, and my depression was an act, and that i think every guy wants me... anything else need to be said?
I cried for a good...eh, 2 hours. Talked to eric, that cheered me up. Cried some more. and some more. Tried concentrating on the tv it wasnt possible, so i went for a walk about 1030, ran into the neighborhood thugs, that deffinatly cheered me up. They said "damn girl, you gots to be a playa like us to be happy. no wonda you aint happy, you aint gettin laid or smokin dem joints" our conversation was ended with a knuckle punch type thing that lead to pulling my hand to them and giving me a hug...eh.. *pukes* they smelled bad. they said "we betta see you round the hood tomorraw cos use hot wit dat ghetto bottie" *pukes* i feel violated.
i'm going to write some i hate myself poetry and be goth, because i feel like hurting myself like a mother. but i won't, because i am stronger than that, anyway...it'd take forever to say sorry to everyone i promised that i wouldn't do it to. I'm also feeling like i shouldn't be alive. I keep imagining myself hanging from my ceiling. So i am going to go to bed, and pretend this day never happened. call me tomorrow if you love me, bitches.
***KAYLA (i hate you, whoever you are...that's why my name is in caps, yo)people that made me feel good tonight
*samantha beautiful wright who will be here in 4 days exactly!!!
*my mom and dad
*my dog when he humped me...hahah JEALOUS?
----------->just need to talk to emily, jackie, and dan...then maybe i will smile a half smile.
I am going to bed. you'll be lucky if i talk to any of you tomorrow.
**also, if anyone feels bad because they didn't get to help me feel good tonight, and you want to be a good friend and make me happy...i would like the new glassJAw cd, thankyou. =)
|Friday, July 5th, 2002|
you're a slut we can't be friends
what were you thinking?
just wanted a good fuck
didn't think about anyone
now you're outta luck
immature 17 year old
babies on its way
dont know who the daddy is
child support must be paid
parents kicked you out
what are you going to do now?
life just went down hill...
stupid whore never heard of the PILL
"punk" girl, life WAS shows
ghetto thug turned my best friend into a HOE
walked to the skatepark
all eyes on you
no one wants to be around you.
you stand in the rain
holdong your fatherless baby
as we all walk away
BY KAYLA BUKOWSKI
moonlight and stars
tears and hate
the hopes of fate
one more cut and i'll be gone
mutilation, what time is the one?
when is it my turn to die?
succeeding i have to try
mommy and daddy
i never get to see these things again.
because i'll be gone
i took all the pills out of the cupboard tonight
i slit my wrist and washed the pain down with vodca
i held myself under the freezing bathwater
i'm floating now
i see mommy cry
i look down at my horrid body
and remember i forgot to say goodbye
BY KAYLA BUKOWSKI